If you still care, don’t ever let me know…

11 Sep

finally i wrote my best friend yesterday… HE was everytime my best friend, we had this on-and-off not romantic but really hot relationship… but in the same time he was the best friend of my ex-boyfriend blablabla. it was so fucking complicated so i gave that time up. i just gave up to fight because i did it for two years of my life… and now i was two days sick and i dreamed everytime of d. it was horrible. all this memories i just ignored for a long time… but i realized i never really fight with them. with my memories. so i wrote him… because we had a long time no contact. i think the last was at my birthday and in the other time we just saw us at parties but never really talked…
but yeah it didn’t fixed everything. it’s just the same, he’s the same idiot he was a long time before. lol. and just to know that helps me really. because i really love my boyfriend so much, we share so much together and he was everytime there for me. i was really scared i would have old feelings for the other boy but… i never had anymore. i just never talked about it and ignored it and so it would worse and worse… but finally i can say i’m so good. smile.

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