a motivationwriting… omfg

30 Aug

i should write a motivationwrite.. no idea how you name this in english wtf. but i never wrote anything like that, i have so no idea… but it’s my fucking dream job. i neeeeed it!!!

and i love sienna miller. she’s perfect!
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monday.

30 Aug

so most people don’t like mondays… yes i don’t like mondays either but today is a good monday. you know, if you quiet you’re job it’s such a great free feeling… i can’t describe it. it’s just incredible. and i just don’t care anymore. i don’t care what people say ’bout that, i mean hello? it’s my life, my decision. point. end. but so much people doesn’t understand that. don’t understand how you can quiet you’re job… yeah ’cause you know the safety princip. but i’m not into the safe life. i’m twentytwo years old and i know i can’t work in a office for the rest of my life. i need much more creativity in my life, i need the action, the musicians, artists around me. not the boring office workers in their business clothes. it’s just not me to be here. to sit here for more than 8 hours and more than 43 hours in the week. you know. i’m going down if i don’t have my creativity spirits with me, if i just can’t do what i want but specially if i can’t being creative…
and you don’t believe but since i quiet my job i’m more than just creative, it’s just so here… it’s everywhere i could draw the whole planet on XD oh yeah i’m so crazy. but i’m searching for my finally self. it’s such a fun ride. you can’t imagine…

miss nothing

29 Aug

so, after a fucking long long time. i did my first vampire diaries video. and i’m so obsessed with elena and catherine…

flowers… ew.!

29 Aug

i love fashion so much. buuuut a bigbig but. i hate all the girls who looks all the same. this clothes with this fucking flowers, even leggins with flowers… i mean… seriously?? you all look so fucking ugly in this things and no one told you. it’s really sad. pleaseplease what’s just wrong with this girls??? i mean just because you see everwhere flower clothes, you don’t have to buy them.
so yes, i neeeeeeded to tell this i just hate this kinda fashion girls who thinks theyre sooo in lol but in the end they just look stupid. yeah sad true story.

you make me wanna die.

29 Aug

YOU KNOW SHE’S GOT IT!
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back to black… or something like that.

27 Aug

so at first; my english is really really bad, but for my future i need to improve my english. so the best thing to do that, is writing a blog. and at the moment i just watch every tv-show or movie in english. omg i hate this german synchro so much, especially vampire diaries. i watched it in the us this summer, then i came back to switzerland and i saw this in german !! it was sooooo bad i turned the tv off. so since then i don’t watching anything in german… it’s just not the same. and it really helps me to understand much better english, but the biggest problem i definitly have with the writing and speaking. i have no idea of word order… so yeah i hope it helps me! cheers.

so now, my day beginns sooo funny. i just laught one hours (@morning, 7.30 a.m) at work with my co-worker sabrina. we were so crazy… yeah it’s fun to work here buuut i quit my job. so i work till 30.11.10 and then i’m free of boooring office-work. it just really sucks. i mean i need something different, something to be creative. i’m just going under if i work here too long. so i quit it. it was the best decision i could decide. i’m so happy ’bout it. so yeah we will see what comes. at first i will make a month of nothing. just drawing, being creative and of course we will go to usa. we went this summer for 4 and a half weeks to the united states… but it was too short lol. i just love this country so much, i miss it really. but yeah in december we will go for a week or something like that. we will see.

so yeah, you see i’m a really happy person. mostly. 🙂